The higher purpose at the heart of this


Max Gawn remembers the aftermath of Melbourne’s first AFL Premiership in 57 years the place gamers and followers went from ‘a shared expertise of grief to pleasure’. Even because the pandemic robbed the workforce of their hometown assist they by no means overpassed who they have been enjoying for.



I forgot to bathe. I can’t imagine it, however I forgot to bathe. Many of the guys discovered a second early on within the rooms to have a rinse and get modified, however not all of us.


There have been 5 or 6 of us in the identical boat, or fairly, the identical bus. All of us needed to get onboard to get to the venue for the evening, within the Market Grounds of Perth. That was that, so impulsively I’m on a bus carrying my soiled boots, socks, shorts and jumper.



I sat with Tommy McDonald and we FaceTimed Lynden Dunn. We tried just a few different individuals they usually didn’t choose up. Think about that, the premiership captain FaceTimes from the bus after the sport, and also you display screen the decision.


We acquired to the venue and there was this huge, snaking line of 500 individuals, and we go straight to the entrance, ushered into our personal space, and at that time you begin feeling like LeBron James and the Lakers.


We had our personal little personal space. That’s the place the footage of me on Adam Tomlinson’s shoulders emerged. I used to be really sitting within the again nook speaking to a couple older individuals there – I’m extra of a talker than a dancer. Then in some unspecified time in the future I assumed I’ll go see Tommo and say hey. I ended up on his shoulders, the video went viral, and all of the sudden I used to be ‘greatest on’ for the afterparty.


We completed up at about 4 am that evening, and acquired on the bus again to Joondalup Resort. The one tough half was, they’re fairly a busy resort, they usually have been fully booked the following day.


So we had to take a look at at 9 am. Think about it. We’ve been there nearly 5 weeks. There’s a variety of stuff strewn about our rooms. We acquired again from celebrating the 2021 AFL Premiership a while after 4 am, and had just a few hours to get some sleep, get packed, and get again on a bus. That was a tough, onerous check-out.


We headed to Forrest Place in Perth’s CBD to do a meet and greet, and present our faces to the trustworthy. I acquired a tremendous buzz out of that. If we had been in Melbourne, sure, Yarra Park would have been busting with 25,000 Demons followers or extra, and by comparability there might need been 5000 Melbourne supporters prove in Perth, however they stuffed the place, they usually have been determined to have fun. I beloved having the ability to give one thing again.


We had a full day on the Cottesloe Lodge, too. We had a courtyard out again to ourselves, which we didn’t depart all day. Household and buddies and everybody from the hub began rocking up, and by 4 pm the place was packed. The Melbourne theme track was getting a very good run with the DJ, and shortly sufficient I had Goody sitting up on my shoulders, and that went viral, too.


The following few days, we stayed on the Mercure, and there have been different issues to do, like signing day – sitting for a complete day signing each piece of premiership merchandise and memorabilia you may think about. There have been exit conferences, too, that are vital for not solely enchancment but additionally to provide the individuals who may be leaving some readability and closure.


I attempted to take one for the workforce, by asking the management to make my assembly early within the day. I didn’t wish to sew up one of many younger guys who’d been out partying by asking them to show up for an exit interview at 9 am. Allow them to have their sleep.


My assembly was unusual although, as a result of, actually, what are you able to say? I used to be in there with the coaches and footy supervisor, and truthfully, all of us simply began clapping. It made sense within the second, as a result of even when my yr wasn’t overly profitable personally, what we did collectively was sufficient. And the individuals in that room have been simply as a lot part of all of it, so all of us simply clapped each other.


We did discuss what I wish to get out of subsequent yr, and what I’ve present in my soccer. That appeared clear to me – I preferred what I had discovered off Jacko, and really feel like the following step for me is being extra harmful after the rucking contest, involving myself as a stoppage menace, or much more as a ahead. There’s components of my sport I must work on as a lot as anybody.


Eight of us lastly left Perth on the Thursday, eager to get dwelling. I took the cup with me, and had it to myself in Melbourne that weekend. Coming again within the door to see Jess, with the premiership cup in hand and a medal round my neck, was an effective way to make an look.



The following day, I made positive to get a viewing for Don McLardy, our former president. I organized for his son to get him right down to a park in Sorrento, simply him, a non-public affair.


I believe he thought his son was going to suggest to his girlfriend, so he acquired all dressed up. Then I rocked up with the cup. He was thrilled – like he had performed the sport himself – and I used to be thrilled for him. He was on the helm throughout that unlucky 2011–2012 interval, and deserved extra for his efforts, as a result of he lives and breathes Melbourne.


Then I settled again into life in Melbourne slightly, and that was stunning. Issues have been nonetheless locked down, however perversely – as a result of the season was over – I felt like I had all this freedom.


All of a sudden I didn’t have strict AFL restrictions looming over all the pieces I did or all over the place I went. I used to be capable of do no matter most of the people was doing. I might go to Coles and get meals for the home. I might stroll down the road and get a espresso. I might go to the seashore. I’m presuming I’ll be fitter than ever when the pre-season actually kicks into gear, as a result of we will’t actually journey a lot but, and I reckon I’ve had the least quantity of alcohol in any season I’ve performed. I’m not a giant drinker anyway, however I’ve already began operating once more – that factor I as soon as hated however now love.



It’s onerous to say what’s driving me into 2022. Individuals need us to say that we’re pushed to win subsequent yr in order that the followers locked down at dwelling this season can see all of it in individual, and that’s completely true, however I additionally cease to consider how onerous it’s to win a premiership – the way you want all the pieces to go proper, and the way it’s not simply going to occur for us. I believe it’s a sensible objective for us, and it’s the place we must always set our sights, however profitable it once more could be a bonus.


The gamers who missed out this season might be a part of that driving pressure. They’ll be eager to set extraordinarily excessive pre-season requirements. We might want to enhance. If we keep the identical, we received’t win once more, as a result of the competitors strikes on rapidly. There’s an excellent motive that no premiership aspect has ever taken to the sector collectively once more.


However I believe Simon Goodwin will work out the right way to tackle us going ahead. Final pre-season, he and I had some lengthy and strong summer time discussions about what we needed to attain, how we might set it up, and the language we have been going to make use of.


Goody will ensure he will get that language proper once more, and set these targets out from the very starting. I believe his focus will revolve round household and buddies, and connection. Connection is vital to him, as a result of it’s what soccer golf equipment are about. That’s their coronary heart, beating true.


Final yr we had an important concept. We needed so as to add one thing to our Saturday morning hill periods – an hour of fairly intense hill operating. Dash up and jog down, dash up and jog down. What we got here up with was utilizing these periods as an opportunity to ask previous gamers alongside. I requested David Neitz about it at some point, to see how lots of the outdated group needed to return down. He wasn’t positive, however suspected fairly just a few.


I turned up and there have been 50 blokes.


They ran up with us, and since they’re a bit older they slowed it down for us, which was good. Nevertheless it grew to become a cultural occasion fairly than only a health occasion. To get down there and see James Strauss and Tom Sofa and Anthony Ingerson was such a superb factor.


All of them got here to lunch afterwards, too, at Hobba in Prahran. We simply squeezed everyone in – almost 100 individuals all up. We needed to maintain these periods going, however COVID acquired in the way in which. We considered doing comparable periods with companions and girlfriends, too, and hopefully we are going to.


It’s vital to me as a result of a part of the rationale we play soccer is the sense of group we will create, and the affect we will have – the way in which we will make Melbourne supporters proud, and the way we will make these individuals who know us really feel happy with us, and near us. That’s the larger motive we play, in accordance with Goody. He has a phrase for it: the upper function.


The upper function is James Harmes being greatest mates with John, the boy with Down syndrome. Or it’s Jake Lever heading to the Royal Kids’s Hospital as a result of he’s discovered a reference to a sick child referred to as Noah. Majak Daw – after what he’s been by means of – is enjoying for a better function. Kysaiah Pickett – along with his early struggles in life – is enjoying for a better function. I consider the entire workforce and the rationale all of them play, and the supporters and the explanations all of them watch, and I believe there’s a better function on the coronary heart of all of it.


I’ve by no means seen a bunch join with their followers like Melbourne do, and maybe that’s as a result of we’ve been there with them in among the darkest days, they usually’ve been with us.


It actually seems like we’ve one thing in frequent – a shared expertise of grief after which pleasure. Enjoying the sport now that the drought is damaged feels prefer it’s about satisfaction, and love, and proving that what we’ve on this second isn’t some flash within the pan however one thing actual. One thing true. One thing pure.



That is an edited extract from Max Gawn Captain’s Diary printed by Hardie Grant Books.




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